To My Amazing Woman

Dear my amazing woman,
i love you. i love you. i love you.
You are always be the first love to your son, and first bestfriend to your daughters.
You are your kids role model.
your sons wants to have a wife like you, and your daughters wants to grow up just like you.
You are a universe full of love because your kids love you endlessly.


Dear my amazing woman,
i love you. i love you. i love you.
i am, your daughter, isn't the best daughter in the world.
i do badmouthing you a little too often, i do bad things to you, i didn't listening to what you say,  
i didn't pay attention, i keep doing anything you didn't like, i'm not as nice as other kids, and another things you hate.
i am, your daughter, trying my best to make you happy in a very little way.
trying my best not to make you angry.
trying my best not to badmouthing and do bad things to you.
trying my best to make you proud (eventhough 'til now i haven't done that)
trying my best to be just like what you want.

Dear my amazing woman,
i love you. i love you. i love you.
Please,
please stop comparing me with others who's so good at cleaning their home that their mom didn't need to be angry to made their home clean.
Please stop comparing me with others who's so smart that they go abroad for a competition
please stop comparing me with others who's so good at treating theirself.
please stop comparing me with yourself because i know i am not as good as you are.
please stop comparing me with anyone.
Please.

Dear my amazing woman,
i love you. i love you. i love you.
it won't hurt anyone to say one or two good things about me too.
i may not be perfect but at least i'm not that bad.
i may be stupid but saying 'you can do nothing in life' to me is a little too harsh
i may not great but i'm not that worthless.
i'm not that worthless.

Dear my amazing woman,
i love you. i love you. i love you.

I Just Realized

I just realized,

it's not being poor that makes you sad.
It's not got zero on your exam that makes you upset.
It's not get cheated by ur boyfriend that makes you angry.
It's not 'someone you love doesn't love you back' that makes you depressed.
It's not waiting alone in the dark night that makes you worried.

It's only losing your friends that makes you sad.
It's only realizing that you're not a bestfriend to someone you thought your bestfriend that makes you upset.
It's only having your friends not in your side when you need it most that makes you angry.
It's only having no ones to share your happiness and sad story that makes you depressed.
It's only thinking that all your friends secretly hates you that makes you worried.
I just realized,

That friends are the most important things in life.

And I lose it, all of sudden, in a blink of an eye.

TOLONG!

TOLONG!
 Jangan datang bila akhirnya harus pergi lagi

TOLONG!
 Jangan saling berteman bila akhirnya harus bermusuhan

TOLONG!
jangan membuat tersenyum bila akhirnya harus membuat menangis.

TOLONG!
jangan mencinta bila akhirnya harus membenci.

TOLONG!
jangan menerbangkan bila akhirnya harus menjatuhkan

TOLONG!
Jangan setengah-setengah

Kepada Pemilik Nama Belakangku,

Orang bilang, surat cinta adalah surat yang dibuat untuk orang terkasih yang saat kita menulisnya, ada getaran didalam dada penulis.
Kalo begitu, mari kita simpulkan surat yang saya tulis ini adalah surat cinta dariku untukmu, lelaki paling kukasihi dimuka bumi ini.

Maafkan sebelumnya, ini adalah surat cinta yang pertama kutulis, jadi mohon mengertilah bila surat ini lebih terkesan aneh daripada romantis. Namun berbanggalah, karena engkau yang pertama menjadi inspirasiku.

Sungguh terkesan aneh untuk menulis ini untuk orang yang hanya ada beberapa meter dari tempatku sekarang. Tapi ketahuilah, aku adalah wanita yang pemalu untuk mengatakan sesuatu yang manis tepat didepanmu.

Tahukah engkau, walaupun kita begitu dekat baik dalam jarak ataupun darah. Kau tetap misterius bagiku. Begitu banyak hal dalam dirimu yang aku tak tau…..

Kenapa kau begitu pintar? Kalau kau saja sudah begitu pintar, bagaimana pintarnya Einstein itu?
Kenapa kau begitu giat belajar? Apa belajar sudah menjadi hobimu? Begitu banyak hal yang bisa kau lakukan didunia ini, kenapa harus belajar yang jadi hobimu?
Kenapa kau begitu mencintai ikan? Kau mengoleksi semua tentang ikan, kau senang memakannya, kau memeliharanya, bahkan kau mempelajarinya! Wajarkah bila aku cemburu kepada ikan-ikan itu?
Kenapa kau tak pernah cerita tentang perasaanmu? Apakah kau sedang sedih atau gembira?
Mungkin itu yang membuatmu misterius. Karena kau tak pernah mengungkapkan isi hatimu. Atau aku yang tidak bisa membacanya diraut wajahmu?
Sungguh, masih banyak pertanyaan yang ingin aku tanyakan namun aku lupa apa itu. Dan biarkanlah itu tetap menjadi pertanyaan, agar kau tetap terlihat misterius. Aku suka kau yang misterius.

Showtime SBS 05

 

can't moved

Is it me who misses you too much,
Or is it you who’s too good to forget?
Can you tell me?

Can you tell me,
How could a love that was once so strong and last for so long can all of a sudden be gone..

Every night you pull me into the same scene
With so many “what if” and “what could have been”
And life has been a roller coaster ever since..

Now who’s to blame, when the fact is
I can’t let go of you,
Like a scent which stuck deep within my nose..

And how can I stop feel your love,
When all the memories have planted here in my veins,
Keep flowing right into my heart..

Do you even realize that
You put me through so many emotions,
Left a deep wound, which I can’t heal it so soon..
Just like my favorite scar.. Who would forever stay away this far..
But how,
Tell me how to move on, with you as my gravitation?

(wondering if I'm loved back)

The moment I think about you
I go to another world
A world where you love me too
And where I can never be hurt

The truth is I don’t know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But my heart with your love simply sank

If letting go was a choice
Then I definitely would
But I can't control the strong voice
That's telling me I never should

I have no clue
On how I should let you go
What is it that you do?
That's making me love you so…

Maybe loving you isn’t a mistake
Maybe I can close my eyes and smile
Maybe in your presence my heart wouldn’t break
Maybe I can just dream for a while…

I sometimes wonder if you feel the same
I wonder if you think of me
I sometimes wonder if you silently call my name
I wonder if you'll ever see…

In the beginning I thought it was fake
I didn't think I'd go this far
I thought it was just a mistake
Now I can't stop wondering where you are

The question is do you care?
Do you even know?
Will you always be there?
Will you ever let me go?

If for any reason I cried
Would you take all the pain away?
If for any reason you lied
Would I still want you to stay?

My love for you is way too strong
For me to simply forget
Some people might think it's wrong
But your love is the one thing I shan't regret.

by: Nora